Ghost In My Mind

[Intro]
Yeah…
Look…
Shadows talk louder at night
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I dream of you, lucid and beautiful
Truth is unusual, music gets mutable
Heart like a funeral, dark individual
Scarred but I cover the pain like it’s suitable
Eyes getting hollow, I follow your silhouette
Mind in a spiral, survival is all I get
Writing these verses with venom and cigarettes
Fighting my demons while drowning in deep regrets
You used to move with a rhythm so delicate
Every step measured and soft, never hesitant
Now every memory echo repetitive
Stuck in my head and the feeling’s indefinite
Your hair in the wind like a scene in a cinema
I reach for your hand but the smoke always finishes
Maybe I’m trapped in the past and its images
Maybe my brain turned my love into prisons, yeah
[Chorus]
You stay stuck in my mind, my mind
Every night, every time, every time
Close my eyes and you’re right by my side
Like a ghost I can’t leave behind
And I know, and I know it ain’t right
But your shadow keeps me alive
Your voice running circles in my brain
And I’m calling your name again
(Oh-oh-oh) I can’t let go
(Oh-oh-oh) You already know
Even dreams can hurt sometimes
When you stay stuck in my mind
[Verse 2]
Brain going ballistic, pain turned addictive
Thoughts moving vicious, my vision pessimistic
People keep talking like healing’s simplistic
But scars leave marks and the marks stay cryptic
I’m pacing alone in the depth of insomnia
Stress in my chest and it feeds on the trauma, bruh
Every reflection look warped in the monitor
Face of a man who got lost in the audience
I try to outrun what I bottled internally
Silence be killing me slowly but certainly
Love got me chained to a loop unintentionally
You disappeared physically, stayed psychologically
Now I got rage in the ink when I write
Thoughts moving faster than light in the night
Trying to fight what resides in my mind
But your ghost keep reviving inside every line
[Bridge]
Maybe I never healed
Maybe the wound stayed open
Maybe your name still lives
Inside every word I’ve spoken
[Final Chorus]
You stay stuck in my mind, my mind
Every night, every time, every time
Close my eyes and you’re right by my side
Like a ghost I can’t leave behind
And I know, and I know it ain’t right
But your shadow keeps me alive
Your voice running circles in my brain
And I’m calling your name again
(Oh-oh-oh) I can’t let go
(Oh-oh-oh) You already know
Even dreams can hurt sometimes
When you stay stuck in my mind