TODAY I LOST MY MIND

[Intro – Gentle Piano and Hammond]

[Verse 1]
Today I lost my mind again
It's been a long, long time
I thought I was a painter
Or a poet chasing rhymes
A musician without music
A writer without words
Then I stared across the table
And vanished from the world

Was I flying, was I falling?
Was I leaving, did I stay?
Was I dreaming with my eyes closed
Or just drifting far away?

[Verse 2]
My thoughts were crossing oceans
While my eyes grew tired and slow
Was it sleep or just exhaustion?
I guess I'll never know
I almost fell down on my knees
To ask what I was living for
But something kept me standing
And reaching for the door

[Pre-Chorus]
Am I just a fading memory?
Or a truth nobody hears?
A lonely voice beneath the silence
Of a thousand wasted years

[Chorus]
But I keep walking through the fire
With a heart that won't surrender
Carrying the weight of love
Through every cold December
I don't need a golden statue
I don't need the world to see
If love is all I'm living for
Then love is enough for me

[Verse 3]
Everybody's busy chasing
What their little kingdoms need
And I'm sitting in the corner
Like a cost upon their dreams
They say I bring no fortune
Just another debt to pay
But I'm the one who pays the price
While they take the praise away

They thank heaven for the answers
For the candle burning bright
But I was there beside the flame
Keeping darkness from the night

[Chorus]
And I keep walking through the fire
With a heart that won't surrender
Carrying the weight of love
Through every cold December
I don't need a golden statue
I don't need the world to see
If love is all I'm living for
Then love is enough for me

[Bridge – Intimate Piano, Rising Strings]
I inherited the questions
And the debts I never made
All the promises and sorrows
That the passing years betrayed
Still I love what I've been given
Though it brings me to my knees
I won't turn my love to business
Or put a price on memories

[Guitar Solo – Emotional Blues-Rock]

[Final Chorus – Full Band, Soaring Vocals]
So I'll keep walking through the fire
Though my soul is growing tired
I've been holding up the heavens
While my own dreams slowly fade
No monuments or glory
No applause beneath the sun
Just the love I keep on giving
And the things that must be done

[Outro – Solo Piano, Soft Raspy Vocal]
So I'll rest here for a moment
Let the silence have its say
Then I'll rise and keep on walking
When the night gives way to day

Today I lost my mind again
Or maybe found my way
I haven't reached the ending
I'm just re